So turn off the light and reveal all the glory
I am not afraid
To bear all my weakness, knowing in meekness
I have a kingdom to gain
–Jennifer Knapp
I’m really dissatisfied with my life right now. But I know that, short of the power of God, I’m the only person who can do anything about that. So I’m hanging in there.
I have all these dreams, and I feel like I’m so far from achieving any of them. I feel like every day is something that I live through just so I can get to the next – and get closer to the future.
I’m not a big fan of this dissatisfaction. I want to do something with my life. But part of that desire (right now) is to get away from here.
Six hours to go… and I’m still not convinced that I’ll be much better for the time and money I’ve invested in this education of mine.
That scares me.
Any education is profitable. Is that profit financial? Not always.
That’s your perspective; not mine. 🙂 Like I said – I’m still not convinced.
(I also realize that the grass isn’t always greener on the other side. Usually isn’t, even.)
I understand. Five years after my bachelors, and I’m a waitress. Oh, wait, that’s probably not encouraging to you. But you have your Masters, so it will be better. 🙂